Clara Wong, 46yrs
Hong Kong
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A meeting that helped my life transform in a big jump happened in February, 2010 when I first met Amita seeing a sentence - “Can we change our life?” - written on their leaflet. By then, I started attending their classes, using their products, learning energy viewing and understanding a concept about “how life works”, which is quite a new concept to me.

In my first customization session, they viewed my energy structure and noticed that my angry emotions have been affecting not only my sleep quality over the last twenty something years, but also my thought. Therefore, I looked back on myself when I was at the age of 15-21. Since my two brothers passed away successively, I constantly hysterically roared at “god” that why there were only suffering and separation in life. Death was the permanent separation and disappearance. I was extremely helpless and frustrated. I had endless accusations and complaints against “god”.

Since then, I chose to portray my life in a dejected, extreme and negative manner. I had been building walls around myself as a result of not wanting to communicate with others because I was afraid of losing them in the end.

At the age of 30, I have already had surgery for thyroid tumour. I realized that anger and other complicated emotions have been affecting my body. Hence, I switched to suppress my emotions and started searching for life.

A few years later, when I was 35, the pain caused by frozen shoulder hit me. This time, the pain warned me that I had been really treating my body in an inappropriate manner and had not yet understood how life works. I then started searching for instructors of different religions and courses, and traveling a lot of places for answers.

Finally, at Tibet, I realized that searching for life is not about reaching out, but about learning to have a connection with our own soul and feeling as well as facing our life lessons with courage. Everyone comes to this world with different themes and roles to play and experience. There is no right or wrong about it. All experience leads us to the Oneness.

During these few months at Amita, I have witnessed and understood that I still have a lot of incorrect and negative logics towards my life. Through their reminder, understanding of how life works from classes and improvement of self-awareness, I find that I get a clearer mind and insight, am always willing to hold a positive attitude and have my sleep quality enhanced. Understanding the reasons behind anger, it is easier for me to appreciate people and things, and love my life more and more. I also have a new understanding about death that their loss does not mean a complete disconnection between us. Their love actually has never left our hearts.

With the use of PCCM and GTI, my frozen shoulder and nerve pain have been improved. Thanks to my raised self-awareness, it is easier for me to be aware of angry emotions when they are about to start and I will choose to understand and figure out others’ motive and reason, avoiding judging others with my own emotions.

The transformations mentioned above, to me, are a very important sharing about life as I have been searching for the understanding of how life works. I believe that Amita can provide me with the answers I have been searching for. In addition, with the support and reminder from a group of members who have empathy, we learn life lessons from each other. I believe that the world would receive more truths about how life works from Amita and more people would be benefited.

 

 

[English Version Endorsed by Author]

 

 

 

      一個助我轉化人生大躍進的相遇 , 發生在 2010年 2 月初接觸 "無量光"見到張單上的一句"我們可以改變生命嗎?" , 於是便開始上課及用 產品,學習看能量及理解一套對自己頗新理念關於 "理解生命的運作。
      在我第一次" customization session " 時, 他們看到我身体能量架構發現原來憤怒的情緒一直影響我二十多年來的睡眠質量, 這情緒還影響我的思維,於是我便回想自己在十五至二十一歲其間,因為兩個兄弟相繼離世, 當時的我不停歇斯底里地咆哮問 "天 " 為可生命只有痛苦和離別, "死亡" 就是永遠的別離和消失 , 我覺得非常無助及沮喪。 我對天有無盡的控訴和埋怨。
      自此我選擇用灰色、非常偏激及負面來演繹我的人生,而且不斷的築起重重的╴, 目的是不想和人溝通因為怕最終都會失去。
      當我三十歲時已經因為甲狀腺腫瘤而需要做手術,我亦發覺憤怒及其他複習的情緒一直影響我的身体, 於是改變用抑壓情緒 及開始追尋有關生命的課提。
      但是再過幾年約三十五歲 , 五十肩的痛症來拜訪訪我 , 此次的 疼痛大大警報著我實在用錯了方法對自己的身体 及 不理解生命的運作。 於是開始不斷的追尋不同的宗教導師、課程 及遊歷許多地方尋答案。
      最後在西藏時發現生命要追尋的不是往外跑 ,而是自己要學與自己的心有聯繫和感受,而且還要有勇氣面對自己人生功課,每人來到這世上有著不同的主題和角式要演繹及經歷 , 沒有好或壞的區分 , 所有的經歷是引導我們回歸一體。

      在"無量光"這短短數月╴讓我見証及明白到自己對生命仍帶著很多的不正確及負面邏輯,透過他們的提醒、上課理解生命的運作及不斷提升 自我醒覺力。 我發覺思維及洞悉力比以前凊晰 及常願意抱著正面的態度, 睡眠質數改善因為明白憤怒背後的原因,容易對人或所有事感恩,越來越熱愛自己的生命,對死亡更有著新的理解, 明白到他們的離去並不是代表我們完全沒有聯繫, 他們的愛其實不曾離開過我們的心。
      透過用 PCCM 及 吃GTI 我身体五十肩肌肉及神經痛症減少了很多,由於提升 自我醒覺力, 也容易察覺自己將會有憤怒情緒出現時,我選擇去明白及理解別人的動機和原因, 盡量避免用自己的情緒來審判別人。

      以上那些轉化對我來說是非常重要的人生分享, 因為自己尋尋覓覓要找明白生命的運作, 我相信 "無量光"這地方可以提供到我要尋覓的答案 ,而且有著一班具有 "同理心" 的成員支持及提醒來互相學習各自的人生功課 ,相信世界會籍 著"無量光"這地方接收到更多理解生命運作的真諦, 從而令更多人受惠。

 


 

 

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